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Share your bipolar experience with me?This forum post is dated 04/26/10. If you feel it is old or outdated, please follow up with a question or comment and someone may be able to update it, or reply with newer information if you have it. - Energy Medicine
| Share your bipolar experience with me? I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder three years ago. I am very religious and spent a lot of time reading spiritual books in the last few years. Sometimes I feel hopeless but my faith keeps me going. I take medication but I want to get off of it. I am depressed, not to bad, its been worse, but that's how i generally feel. I've only had one manic episode so far. I often wish I was hypomanic and often contemplate stopping my medication so I could be hypomanic. I know this is a horrible idea, so I wont do it. I hope I find a medication that works for me. My goal is to one day stop all medication, unless I find the right medicine. I know relatives of mine who have stabilized without medication and have been stable for a long time. So I guess I got good genes. I have really low energy. It's hard for me to get myself to do things. I sleep 12 hours a day if not more. I force myself to be social but I feel a lot of anxiety around people. I't;s gotten to the point where I feel like that around my own family. I know I shouldn't be, I don't know why I am, I wasn't always this way. I feel like I lost myself over the years, ever since I started having symptoms of bipolar disorder. Ever since my first trigger. I'm looking for hope, I pray that there is a new discovery in bipolar research in my life time. Something that will change things. |
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